Story Behind The Song

This song is in memory of my brother Alex.

Song Description

Broken down, vulnerable, raw.

Lyrics

Dark September clouds are rolling in,
I am still stuck thawing out from when
Just a couple years ago you left
Wouldn?t ever come back here again
It?s cold December even without snow, simply ?cuz I?m forced to let you go
A memory of you wearing that smile is the best thing I may have for now
It?s the best thing I?ll have for awhile

Prankster where are your witty tricks this morning?
Caretaker why is the toilet lid still up and
Picky eater, why can I eat these vegetables with ease?
Brother, rest in peace

April showers greet me at the door
The sun has not been out more than an hour
Once upon a time this day was bright
Now it only haunts me through the night
Warm July arrives without a cause, except to let me finally sit and pause
To think of all the joy you used to bring
To understand the happiness you?ve gained
To somehow realize that you are safe

You know I miss you so much, but you are in a better place
So fly away with Jesus and I?ll be comforted with grace