Lyrics

I took a deep breath before I stepped outside, I started to walk then I justified, that it'll be okay and I'll be fine you need someone to blame this time
And I'll pretend that it's okay, pay no attention to the things we say, sort through the bills we refuse to pay and we live life in shades of gray.
I took out my keys when I got to my car, I started to drive I didn't get real far with my loss of words and your blank stare can we live our life's and we'll call it fair.
So the story of my life is not that great, I can find myself but I'll just wait, they told me not to go. Is it too late?
It's never too late, to give up, or give in, is it worth it, I'm wondering, and I can't go back and I don't know why, I need to let it go, I need to know this time. I need to know this time.
And when the rain came down on the top of my head I tried real hard but I couldn't care less and as my mind wondered, it's for the best
It's for the best it will be and it's not that bad, although what I could have done I never had, and if I weren't to show would you be mad.
so give up, or give in, is it worth it, I'm wondering, and I can't go back and I don't know why, I need to let it go, I need to know this time. I need to know this time.