Lyrics

(Hook)
You see my mind is full of chaos
Hold up its just reality
I don't talk, I just walk through reality
Hey, two nephews, one father, and a brother (And a brother)
Three nieces, three sisters, and a mother (And a mother)
I've seen death, I've seen children with no mothers (Wait)
I've seen shelters, I've seen beds with no covers (Wait)
And most people, and some friends, and some love us (Wait)
Three grandmas, one living and two above us

Fallin' off cliffs in my dreams
Eyes shut in the heat of the moment
Cold sweat, shallow breathin'
In the heat of the moment
Layin' there, TV blastin'
Preacher preachin' a sermon
Listenin' and learnin', coughin' hard
Ah, I'm grippin' my stomach
Shit, cold flash, man I'm sick to my stomach
I roll over, hit the floor, blood sticks to my stomach
Hand full of blood, damn, bullets twist in my stomach
My mother woke me up, shit, I was tossin' and turnin'
I was dreamin' of nightmares, 'cause my boy got shot
At the club one night, damn, man, my boy got got
It all started with some chaos, but formed into reality
Dude pulled a pistol, "Boom!" my nigga hit the street
I told him before he died, hey we'll make it, dog
We can overcome anything and we'll make it dog
But in the end, tears rushed to my eye
He's suited up in a casket, my brother facin' the sky

Hook

I've seen casket doors open, mothers' eyes, they're soakin'
Children under age, packin' guns, "Pow!" they're croakin' (Wait)
I've seen the rain pourin' down their face, bouncin' off the street
Blood runnin' down their legs, stained upon their fleshy feet (Wait)
It's reality, but its chaos
The fast money, the fast life, that time will surely pay off
Drugs, girls, sex, money, cars, that's good and got
Police strollin', snatchin' people (Damn!) around the clock
Crooked cops never stop, killers around the clock
Plantin' shit we've never seen on our blocks
Houses stay hot, burners stay hot, pistols stay cocked,
Us brothers stick together like two peas in a pod
Like birds in a flock, like brothers on the block
Like the drama and the problems
That shit will never stop
Like I'm a fuckin' stop
Killers, I never stop
I'ma keep going, pursuing until my album drop

Hook

You see my winters are hot and my summers are cold
Now, people knock me down but I just get back up
I keep searchin' for the best
Blessed, it's not luck
This is more than music to me, I wouldn't trade for a buck
Chaos, I been through it
Reality, I done checked it all
I won't stop 'til I'm the last man standin' tall
I'm hungry for more, I'm willin' to strive
And plus, when its all over, you're either ready or not
You're either dead or alive
'Cause death don't have no name
And death will bring the pain
'Cause death will never change
Fuck it
Reality kicks in and angels began to sing
Rains falls, rain pours
Life is not game
Shit
In the end, you're either wrong or you're right
You either would or you might (Uh huh)
Succeed in this life
Cause any struggle, and every struggle (Hey)
Determines a fight
'Cause if it's a way, then it's a will
That reflects in this life

Hook