Lyrics

IF I WAS TO DIE LAST NIGHT WOULD I BE MISSED TODAY?
IF I WAS TO SHARE WITH YOU-
YOU WOULDN'T UNDERSTAND ANYWAY
I FEEL WHAT I COULD NOT FEEL BEFORE
I BLEED WHEN I CRY
TO UNDERSTAND ALL THE PAIN I HOLD
IS ONLY TO SUFFER INSIDE
I DON'T WANT TO BE THE MARTYR
I ONLY WRITE WHAT I FEEL
MY BATTLES HAVE MADE ME STRONGER
YET NOT WITHOUT PAIN CONCELLED

*OHH I DONT WANT TO DIE TODAY, SO I KEEP HOLDIN' ON
IT SEEMS LIKE I TOOK THE HARD WAY
BUT IT KEEPS ME VERY STRONG

IF I SINNED 20 TIMES TODAY
WHAT THEN MEANS 21?
WHEN YOU LOOK INTO MY EYES
ALL CONSUMED NOT OVERCOME
MIRRORED SPHERES OF YESTERDAY'S FEARS
ESCAPE INTO DREAMS
I THINK ABOUT WHERE I'D BE RIGHT NOW
IF I LIVED AS I BELIEVED
I DON'T WANNA BE THE MARTYR I ONLY KNOW HOW I FEEL
MY CHANCES HAVE MADE ME STRONGER
YET NOT WITHOUT PAIN CONCEALED

*CHORUS