Lyrics

i know i hold back
it's just i'm not used to being the center of attention
someone asking me how my day was

i know i'm broken
baggage hanging around my ankles
scars hidden by regrown skin

i know i'm difficult
i keep quiet stay in my head
have a hard time letting you in

i know this is somthing special
more than just a stupid feeling in my stomach
oh god this is way to big

because
i don't know how to let go
i don't really know where to go from here
i don't know am i losing my mind
i don't know how to love you
i just do

i know i think to much
second guess how i feel
and forget to just let you hold me

i know i should be happy
toss my head back play in the rain
and look you in the eyes

i know you're trying
but it's hard for me to believe in anything
i usually just walk away

but i know this is something special
more than just a stupid feeling in my stomach
oh god this is way to big

because
i don't know if this is
unconditional
i don't know if you'll want to stay
after i've said everything there is to say
i don't know am i losing my mind
i don't know how to love you
i just do