Song Description
This song is really about how everything can botle upinside of you and it eats at you till you reach a breaking point. The other concept thrown into the song is the idea of you wanting to change yourself for the beter, but the habits/"cancers" still pursue your old life styles
Song Length |
3:47 |
Genre |
Rock - General, Rock - Hard Rock |
Tempo |
Medium Fast (131 - 150) |
Lead Vocal |
Male Vocal |
Mood |
Troubled, Annoyed |
Subject |
Sanity/Insanity, Frustration |
Language |
English |
| |
Lyrics
I'm so sick and tired I'm losing my desire
because you wont fight these cancers
you won't give me answers
need to dissipate cause all I do is hate
because nothing else can matter
when someone's life can shatter
feel like I'm in hell and its more than I can tell
but you've been gone some time now
don't ask me like I know how
I am left to fend off the reasons I can't bend
it's destroying all I've hoped for
I can't get out this door
I can't dial-out to your state of mind without
be it nothing more than pleasures
killing my endeavors
how'd we wind up here left to feed like there's no fear
now we're going down the wrong way
with no way out it's too late
I know that you know that I can't give you all the answers
but if only you could help me with all these cancers
I am fading slowly into nothing else but
what I used be
and no one will help me see
why wont this go away It annoys me everyday
to extinguish all the fire
relinquish my desire
grounding out each day I watch myself just fade
into everything I've hated
I can't get unjaded
Killing me inside is the torment I defy
through the passion the desire
bleeding through the wire
as I begin to pull the compassions overflow
and it gives to me a reading
my hearts no longer beating
I know that you know that I can't give you all the answers
but if only you could help me with all these cancers
I am fading slowly into nothing else but
what I used be
and no one will help me see
I am, I am fading completely
they've taken their toll now everything defeats me
Oh if I could just change
if I'd rearrange
if everything could heal completely
I could just be
how I want to be
and I hope that's something that you can see
but,