Song Description

The Songs about after a break-up when all of the emotions start to sink in.-- The song talks about while going through the break-up being somewhat numb and kind of going through a panic attack of self loathing when it is all said and done.

Lyrics

v1--
Hesitate when you talk because there is only a few lies that still seem real.
going back to the start I keep rewinding through my mind so I can feel

pre-chorus
the scene still replays now your gone
I was lost for words that couldn't escape through my lungs

chorus
I stumble blindly my hands are shaking you are my Desperation
whats left behind is the realization I am the thing I hate the most now

v2
lie awake in the dark retrace yout shawdow on the wall like you were here
keep going back to the part I hold the memory in my mind so I can feel

chorus2
I stumble blindly my hands are shaking you are my desperation
whats left behind is the realization I am the thing I hate the most now
its only a matter of time
my blood pumps faster
will I be nothing more than a scar

bridge
time slips away
I'll lay it out on the table
I'd change anything about me that drove you away