E- Minor - Recorded and Published: July 2004

Choices are drowning me
into the light
darkness follows me
it seems that when all goes right
disaster turns around and finds me.

And I rise
from yet another fall
to find
that somehow after all
I've lost

I want so to be near you
but fear and hesitation run me through
the faster I run towards you
I falter when I'm close to you

I rise
from yet another fall
to find
that somehow after all
I've lost

Do I choose
compliance or defiance
can I live in right or wrong
not for long
will the faces of my ghosts be my hosts
or should I run
far and fast and make it last

Because every time I see things clear
the ground dissolves and in comes fear
and all those times I thought I knew
it turned out I knew less than you

I rise
from yet another fall
to find, oh
that somehow after all
I've Lost
I've Lost